552: (PODCAST w/ James LaFond) "Sendings" / Am I being stalked?
Dark encounters with the non-benign, and possibly non-coincidental. (Plus related Bas Rutten links)
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“Come on people now
Smile on your brother
Everybody get together
Try to love one another right now…
Just because you're paranoid,
Don't mean they're not after you…”
Sings the grunge guy on the radio (Coincidentally, he died shortly after recording that, people still debate suicide or murder…).
Balance
I’ve read that if you analyse a suspicion that people are out to get you and then come to the conclusion that it’s irrational, then that is deemed intelligent, but that conversely, to believe that no one is out to get you could be considered unintelligent.
So, in other words, to throw away all caution is as bad as spending your days as a full time curtain twitcher checking the streets for signs of “them”.
Balance then, as usual, is the healthiest position to take.
For the survival oriented, it’s possible food for thought. It’s also possibly worth considering that there is more to what we accept as normal, mundane or visible, and that the world around us is indeed, an odd, odd place at times.
"Spiritual correspondents"
Furthermore, throughout history enemies have sent spies and saboteurs to gather information and to test the defences of their opposition. In ancient Greece, Clearchus of Heraclea recruited a large number of spies to gather information on Spartan military plans and activities. These spies were often former slaves or mercenaries who had fought for both Athens and Sparta. The Catholic church employed spies known as "spiritual correspondents" who would report back on the activities of other churches and political leaders.
The individual is reminded here of that earlier balanced survival viewpoint…
Encountering “Sendings”?
The following is a recorded conversation I had with James LaFond on the subject of certain types of individuals that we have both experienced meeting, sometimes at key moments in life and possessing specific qualities that seem to test our defences as though almost purpose made for the task…
James has coined the term “Sendings” for these experiences and written several times about it:
Quote one (1):
“The Evil Gods are either sending the insane like T-cells to wipe out We the Virus, or are driving people insane on an inner level that compels them to seek out the random stranger who seems most at peace and either attach or attack.
I’d rather be attacked at this point.
Or, perhaps it is just me that is pulling apart. Perhaps I have simply lost my mind ..?
Quote two (2):
“I am certain that the rational reader, the man of Science, many of whom come to this site to ponder, is growing suspicious … Are these words, these insistings that I am being stalked by Sendings, merely the fruit of Portland Joe, James Anderson and Beast O’Neal punching me in the head some half a thousand times over the past few months?
I hope so…
….Physics are fake and devils and demons, gods and angels are real. I am an alienist, a rejected free radical cast out of the organs and into the civic blood of the Body Economic. As such, I am subject to sendings, people who see me, approach, befriend and unveil themselves to me in an attempt to expose and bind me.”
“Are these sendings come from God or Darkness?
Are these like the angels detailed to warn Lot?
Or, might these be minions of he who God assigned to test Job?
I do not know, but sit here under gray dripping skies in the only place that ever truly felt like home, my rucksack already packed and stacked in the corner. My pending abandonment of the only city to invite me to stay, I suspect, renders my fey form visible to those sent by the outer powers to oust this one from these inner shadows.
He who offends The World by contentment to observe and declination to serve—or even live—as part of society, affronts also Heaven and Hell.”
We recorded this podcast straight after the previous one on the subject of berserkergang (link below) so there is some slight overlap in comments. These themes were concluded in the next instalment to be posted later - a multipart conversation that moves through several subjects.
James covers some fascinating and quite extreme experiences, but after some of his original articles had to be taken down after causing “upset” in the area he talks about, he has asked that due to subjects discussed and people mentioned that the following podcast be private, so for those reasons it awaits you in the relative safety on the other side of the dreaded “Wall of Shekels”.
I’ve also added two video interviews with Bas Rutten in the notes section who talks very frankly and at length about his personal experiences that link directly to some of the subjects mentioned in the following podcast:
Podcast : "Sendings" / Am I being stalked?
Sendings / Interrupting an attempted abduction of a woman / Being attacked at home? / “Opening the door” and what you let in / Individuals and their drug links / “Uncanny encounters” / Extreme negative environments and being near death / Things follow you… / individuals that feed on you / other types of awareness / The logic of steel - “There was a knife and a black jacket…” / Personal confessions / #1 - A higher level sending / #2 - “He’s suicidal” /#3 - “A narrow fearful look in his eyes…” / Analysing the Sending experiences / “I got the shakes that bad…” / “They had something…” - Being followed at night / “I’d rather be autopsied by one than judged by twelve…”
1 hr 3 mins
Books referenced:
CAN: Ballad of a Phentland Superman (Amazon link / still at reduced price for limited time)
Click below to listen plus notes and Bas Rutten interview links
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